keep it real

I know I said I was done, but I don't want to leave it on bad terms. I know what I said and I know what I did. I can be a disappointment, something I'm STILL working on. It's only because I can never be definite at times with plans because I'm not allowed to do things when I want to, like so many others are able to do so easily. As much as I would have liked to do all the things that were planned before, I can never be sure. And I know I should have told you from the start, I guess I didn't want to make it seem like plans were a waste and just agree to them even though I wasn't entirely sure. I read your side of the story, and I understand how you would be upset, I would be too. Sometimes things aren't ALWAYS gonna go the way you planned, and I guess I just got used to accepting that- but I should have considered others. I understand you, I hope you can understand me. Real friends are hard to find, but even harder to loose.

God is love.