im a mess

Not really, but I feel like I am at times, but who doesn't? 

I must learn to accept things as they are. I keep trying to change things, but it's not all up to me. But in all actuality, everything seems right just as it is. I can't predict the future, but I'm the one that determines it. I may not see eye to eye with some of you sometimes, but I'm still learning so bear with me. I always come to my senses in the end.

Please someone hire me!

God is love.

"Then, without realizing it, you try to improve yourself at the start of each new day; of course, you achieve quite a lot in the course of time. Anyone can do this, it costs nothing and is certainly very helpful. Whoever doesn't know it must learn and find by experience that a quiet conscience makes one strong."

-Anne Frank

so close;jon mclaughlin

You're in my arms

And all the world is calm

The music playing on for only two

So close together

And when I'm with you

So close to feeling alive

A life goes by

Romantic dreams will stop

So I bid mine goodbye and never knew

So close was waiting, waiting here with you

And now forever I know

All that I wanted to hold you

So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end

Almost believing this was not pretend

And now you're beside me and look how far we've come

So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days

If I should lose you now?

We're so close

To reaching that famous happy end

And almost believing this was not pretend

Let's go on dreaming for we know we are

So close

So close

And still so far

i wana know if he'd take a chance

Good church day, no... GREAT church day (= I love leaving church with a smile on my face and the knowledge of realizing  how amazing life is. It's beautiful. I've been thinking, thinking a lot. But you should know that, I told you I think too much- so it shouldn't be a surprise. I've just been thinking about our past and what we went through. And even though it may not seem like much, it's a lot to me. I can't talk to everyone like I talk to you. And even though that hasn't been much also, I think it makes our conversations all the more better when they're prolonged. But I don't want to get too ahead of myself, and I'm not going assume anything either. So I'm just gonna go with what God has planned for me, but I'm glad He put you in my life, and we've remained friends no matter how many years have passed. You remind me of happiness, and that's pretty rare [= But like I said, I'm not about to go over my head with what should, could, or will be. Because I can't predict all that. But what I've come to realize, is you've always been in the back of my mind. Maybe its time to see where that takes me?.... lol! We'll see.

God is love.

"The keys to patience are acceptance and faith. Accept things as they are, and look realistically at the world around you. Have faith in yourself and in the direction you have chosen."

-Ralph Marston