bring on change

Let this be the day.... that I move on, and never return. 

I may not know what I deserve, but I know I DON'T deserve this.

I should be happy.

I hope you figure everything out, but you'll have to do it without me.

Don't want to be played the fool... again.

Love.

let me get this right

No control, it's inevitable. Someone will ALWAYS get hurt in the end. What's hardest, is learning to accept hurt... defeat. But no need for tears, nothing more than another lesson learned. It never seems clear, why we hurt the ones we care for. But control is out of our hands at times, and all actions must take its course, leading to consequences... consequences others shouldn't face but do. A price must be paid, not fair?... nothing is ever fair. All we can do is understand, and accept. You're lucky when you find someone who understands and stays. Doesn't leave, doesn't give up... but stays. 

What more is there to say, we don't see eye to eye. We're on different levels. We're not meant for this.

me,myself, and i

All in all, I can only rely on myself and noone else.

From now on... looking forward to better days [=

God is love.

strength

Dear Lord, 
You know the temptations that I am facing today. But your Word promises that I will not be tempted beyond what I can bear. I ask for your strength to stand up under the temptation whenever I encounter it. Your Word also tells me you will provide a way out of the temptation. Please, Lord, give me the wisdom to walk away when I am tempted, and the clarity to see the way out that you will provide. Thank you, God, that you are a faithful deliverer and that I can count on your help in my time of need. 
Amen

no more pain

Fool me once, shame on you

Fool me twice, shame on me.

Expect nothing, gain EVERYTHING!

What I fail to realize each time, is that I have a choice.

No more mistakes, I can't fail again.

God is love.